Social misfit

Before I went to college, I was the shy kid who pretty much kept to himself. Once in college, I came out of my shell. After a while of being on the job, I began developing social anxiety. I couldn't be in a crowded area and I was constantly on high alert. Lucky for me, with the help of some patient and understanding friends, I conquered that.

Now, I'm whatever the opposite of a social butterfly is, while the majority of my friends are friendly and approachable. I'm just the quiet guy who doesn't say much. People pick up on it and some have commented that I'm "weird." So, I distance myself from the group, which earns more "weird" comments, which makes me withdraw myself further. It's a vicious cycle.

I wish I could get over my mistrust and skepticism of people so I didn't have to feel alone when surrounded by people.